Lith printing, a waiting game- May 16, 2025          



I have been sitting on this lith paper developer for weeks and finally had the chance to test it out. 

My first time trying lith was during my Black&White II class. I fell in love. It adds color and life to black and white. 

I remember talking to a friend and telling them how much I love color and the difficulties I had with shooting in black and white. I always felt like something was missing. Now after trying lith and sepia toning I realized I was always looking for color. 

Lith printing is truly the best of two worlds, adding color to the grays.  



But it's also a difficult and long process. The first lith print I ever made took over 20 minutes for an image to appear, when it usually takes about 3 minutes. If you are into darkroom printing you know there is a lot of trial and error and variables to control. These past darkroom sessions I found out that lith adds five times more variables and the unpredictability of each print. As much as you try, you never get the same outcome. Every print comes out different. 

Figuring out the timing and repeating the same factors to get a similar print requires so much patience(that I am slowly acquiring). There were several times I wanted to throw away the developer but then an image started appearing just before that happened. It became a waiting game. 

Print sat in developer for almost 2 hours.


With these sessions I wanted to print and experiment with negatives I will be working with for Vol. III of DirtBag. At first, I was thinking of just doing normal prints but now I’m very tempted to make the whole zine purely lith, which will make the process extremely grueling but might become one of my favorite projects.

Every print took about an hour or more to make, with a lot of trial and error. I constantly had to check my chemicals and see whether they were the issue or if the issue was me underexposing the image. I was never sure about my chemical mix and had to learn why certain chemical reactions happened. I learned the terms “snowballs” and “peppering”, shown below. 


“Snowballs”: modern paper emulsions often are treated or hardened in some way. The lith developer does not develop evenly for some reason leading to large round spots where no image is formed. “Peppering”: occurs with fast paper emulsions or energetic developers. It is due to chunky aggregates of silver halide that spontaneously develop without exposure to light.
To learn more about the lith process highly recommend reading this Emulsive article.




As much as I’m complaining about it, it was so much fun and worth the time and struggle. I recommend everyone to try it out!

I’m really excited to dive more into the process. It's so unpredictable, time consuming, a headache, discouraging, with every print I was ready to give up within 20 minutes, but there is this beauty and draw to it that I can’t shake and want to continue to chase. 










Memories, come and go- April 20, 2025      




A couple weeks ago I developed three rolls from my past trip to Oaxaca. It had moments with my great aunt, my mom and my uncle enjoying their time together. I was able to be more present for this trip and have more intention behind every frame. 

I was excited to finally develop them and be able to relive those memories.

As I was developing I had accidentally confused my bleach container with my fix(word to the wise ALWAYS read labels). Two minutes had gone before I realized my mistake. My heart sank once I realized. I poured the bleach out and saw the amount of silver that was striped from the negatives. Over 100 images gone. 

Weeks later I had the courage to finally scan them.

So happy I did, I was able to see glimpses of sweet moments. The bleach created a haze and a blur to the images that remained. In a way symbolizing fading memories. It reminded me that moments are fleeting, the importance of being present and embracing and appreciating everyone and everything that you love.

Fading memories


  

I think I rely on photos as place holders to my terrible memory. Using photos as a way to trigger memories and recall moments. I sometimes forget with film you never have a guarantee. 

 I’m reminded that some moments aren’t meant to be captured but rather experienced and appreciated. 
Having no record of occuring, only living in the space in your mind as memories.